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Post by hollynkayla420 on Aug 7, 2017 3:03:58 GMT
I just loaded this app. I am looking for a non-Facebook outlet for grieving Moms. I lost my Only Child, Kayla Ayanna Florence, 5 years ago today in a sudden car accident while she was heading home from her first solo road trip to see and be a part of my mom's wedding. She is forever 18. My Sweet Kayla. I miss her more than I can express. Every single day, I miss her. I have only texted about her today with one person, my Aunt who lost her son, Jimi a year after my Kayla. It feels like no one remembers today. Or maybe they just don't want to say anything. I don't know. But I have been very cognicant of the day approaching for weeks. This is so lonely.
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reinforcethepromise
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Hello, my 27 year old daughter, mother and wife, 18 mo old baby girl, just passed away from cancer
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Post by reinforcethepromise on Aug 30, 2017 0:58:19 GMT
Hello, I'm so sorry for your devastating loss. Whether it was yesterday or 5 years ago, I'm sure the feelings and loneliness you feel are just as penetrating as they were the day she went home. I just lost my baby girl to a horrible cancer. She was 27 years old, young wife and mother, now 18 months. I'm grieving beyond words. The first 2 weeks were quite numb, but last night it feels my bones shiver and sting at missing her. I'm a pretty strong person ordinarily. How do you cope? No one knows this kind of grief, the loss of a child, unless you've been through it. Maybe we can be here for each other....
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Post by angesher on Oct 7, 2017 18:50:26 GMT
Hi my son just passed away 2 weeks ago I'm so lonely my only child he had heart disease he passed away in his sleep how do you deal with this my only child I feel so lonely I don't have too many friends they have their own life no one doesn't know how you feel until it happens to them I don't know where I go from here each day I try to be strong I'm here in the bed I can't get out I try so hard the pain keep coming back where do you go from here
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Post by lostangel09 on Jan 28, 2018 2:33:56 GMT
So sorry to hear that, I lost my daughter 9 years ago to cancer. She would have 29 this year in July. Coping can be very difficult, i still have issues because it seems like just yesterday. the pain doesn't go away.
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samantha
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FULL OF UNBEARABLE PAIN
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Post by samantha on Feb 1, 2018 17:35:45 GMT
SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.
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samantha
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FULL OF UNBEARABLE PAIN
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Post by samantha on Feb 1, 2018 18:13:28 GMT
I LOSS MY SON ON JAN.12, 2018 HE WAS 30. HE WAS A GREAT WOUNDERFUL MAN & A GREAT FATHER.HE WAS JUST STARTING HIS LIFE. HE HAD LOVE FOR EVERYONE. HE WAS A PEACE MAKER.THE MOST WOUNDERFUL THING GOD COULD OF GAVE ME. THIS PAIN IS LIKE NO OTHER. I CAN RELATE TO U. 💔😘 ANOTHER DAY I WILL TRY AGAIN TO GET UP & OUT OF BED. I AM NOT GOOD AT ALL😭 I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS & NO ANSWERS. HOW DOES GOD TAKE AWAY EVERYTHING, I EVER PUT ONE FOOT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER FOR. I FELT MY SON WAS MY PURPOSE OF THIS LIFE & HE MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY. NOW ITS ALL GONE. WERE DO I GO FROM HERE? THE PAIN IS SO UNREAL & UNBEARABLE, I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS THE JOURNEY GOD PUT IN FRONT OF ME ? I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT HAS HAPPEN TO ME. I NEED TO REALIZE THIS IS NOT GOING AWAY. I FIND MYSELF WISHING CAN GOD BRING MY SON BACK OR TAKE ME WERE HE'S AT. EVERYONE SAYS HE NOT GONE, BUT I SEE HIM NO WHERE.😭😭😭 I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE HE'S GONE FOR EVER & WHAT HAPPEN TO HIM.
I DON'T NO HOW TO PROCESS IT. I AM TRYING REALLY I AM. BUT EVERYDAY WORSEN. WHEN A MOMENT OF SLICENCE HITS ME, I JUST HEAR HIS SCREAMS, I WISH I COULD OF SAVED HIM. MY BODY GOS NUM, AND A FEELING I NEVER FAELT IN MY LIFE TAKES OVER. I THOUGHT I HAD ALREADY VISITED HELL IN THIS LIFE TIME BUT I GUESS I WAS FAR FROM IT. I HOPE ONE DAY I WILL CRAWL THEN WALK AGAIN, CAUSE AT THE MOMENT I CAN'T EVEN SIT TO SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY, I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BUT I WILL BE OK SOME DAY.
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