rachael
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Christmas
Dec 22, 2017 20:31:16 GMT
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Post by rachael on Dec 22, 2017 20:31:16 GMT
My son, Dalton was born August 1, 2017 and died August 7, 2017. In between his birth and death, my husband and I celebrated my husband's birthday and our 6th wedding anniversary while in the hospital. Since then has been my birthday, Halloween, and Thanksgiving. Christmas is just 3 days away and I really don't feel like trying to go out and celebrate anything anymore. I feel like I'm just forcing myself to do what people expect. My body hasn't gone back to normal yet and I feel like I'm going crazy. I don't even want to get out of bed to shower on the days I don't go to work. I wish I could talk to a therapist but I can't afford one because I'm still paying hospital bills. I am expected to sing for Christmas Eve service at church and my heart just isn't in it, but it's what's expected of me. I don't know how to do this.
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