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Post by apaisie on Sept 27, 2017 0:55:33 GMT
On July 20th 2016 my worse nightmare came true. I was at work and got a call that my seven year old son, whom was visiting his grandparents accidentally shot himself with a gun. He knew not to play with guns but we think he was checking to see if it was loaded. It was the worse day of my and my family's life. My daughter was there and saw what happened . It has affected his grandparents to and everyone who knew him. There are days where I just can't believe it and I think he is still here and he will come running to me. I mean it's been a little over a year but still feels so fresh. I have went to grief counseling and groups and normally I'm able to deal but recently it has really taking a toll on me. He was so young and didn't get the chance to really experience life. I try to talk to my husband about it but he is dealing to because it was his gun that our son got a hold of. And the friends I have, try to be supportive but they have never been through this. And I work at a place where I see young male children all the time and all I can think about is him. All loss is hard but to me loosing a child is the hardest. At least the hardest to deal with. I'm looking for others in the same boat to share stories and feelings with. Thank you for creating this site.
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Post by apaisie on Sept 27, 2017 0:55:49 GMT
On July 20th 2016 my worse nightmare came true. I was at work and got a call that my seven year old son, whom was visiting his grandparents accidentally shot himself with a gun. He knew not to play with guns but we think he was checking to see if it was loaded. It was the worse day of my and my family's life. My daughter was there and saw what happened . It has affected his grandparents to and everyone who knew him. There are days where I just can't believe it and I think he is still here and he will come running to me. I mean it's been a little over a year but still feels so fresh. I have went to grief counseling and groups and normally I'm able to deal but recently it has really taking a toll on me. He was so young and didn't get the chance to really experience life. I try to talk to my husband about it but he is dealing to because it was his gun that our son got a hold of. And the friends I have, try to be supportive but they have never been through this. And I work at a place where I see young male children all the time and all I can think about is him. All loss is hard but to me loosing a child is the hardest. At least the hardest to deal with. I'm looking for others in the same boat to share stories and feelings with. Thank you for creating this site. |
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